The secret of live

Indonesian traditional style : batik (clothes)
and sanggul (hair's style)

Several days ago my soulmate complained that her patient had unwanted baby and let her baby died after it was born. How could there is a woman don't want her baby while another woman desperately want to have baby. Why the baby comes to the woman who never want it, and doesn't come to the woman who need it desperately.


Today I read that Ashton Kutcher cheat on his faithful wife while in the same time, my friend told me that she can't take her husband out of her mind even they never meet lively 2 years , and even her husband never touch and support her life. In this situation, she can ask divorce automatically by legal, but she doesn't want ! Why that devotion grow in the heart of a woman who treated unfair by her partner. In this situation, it would be better if my friend has unfaithful heart otherwise let Ashton Kutcher has a faithful heart. So everyone will deserve for their happiness.


However, the good news it's not happen to all of the people. There is also people who deserve for their happiness (thanks God) :
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2051047/Gordon-Norma-Yeager-married-72-yrs-die-hour-apart-holding-hands.html


I don't know what happen with people in my story above and don't wanna judge them (it's not my business :p ), that's the secret of live. Only God and those people knows. However, I wish in every choice I choose in live, I deserve for my happiness. I know, sometimes my choice could hurt me for a moment, but for the happiness in the end, why not ? Just let God handle the rest. 


*I upload this picture as thank you for Olga Iuriichuk who took it. 
And to appreciate her work, I upload the original one

Dying and Birthday

Have you ever met dying ?

Maybe not your own experience

but others....

I never met it directly

But I felt it, and closed with this experience

It's not about me, but others, people who close to me...

they faced it....

People, who acompanied them while dying, told me,

they dropped a tear  in the last time of their live

Their latest tear drop

Breaking up all of the hope and love

How about baby born,

Have you ever saw it directly ?

Maybe not your own experience

but others.....

I never met it directyl yet

But I know that a normal baby born will cry

once they were born....

Their first tear drop
Initiating all of the hope and love

You can read scientific explanation about this symptom in google

However, as a believer

World tell us all of its secret by symbol

The latest tear drop in this live

Means goodbye.........

The first tear drop in this live

Means "Hello world, I'm exist" :)

Yes, I'm still available in this world

For more than two decade

And still need accomplish my mission of life

For the purpose of my creator

Then hope can return to my real love

The source of the life, my creator

A story to ponder

A preterm baby came to my hospital with distress respiratory problem. Most likely it was due to hyaline membrane disease, a common cause of respiratory disorder in preterm babies. I found out that the mother didn’t want this baby so during the first trimester she tried to do abortion by consuming drugs. Nevertheless, the baby survived until she was born. But now the condition is decreasing. I have talked to the mother about the condition but “somehow” she didn’t seem to care. She even barely visited her child. Her grandmother came today and said that they were “ready” if the child died. Ready? or don’t care at all?! Don’t they realise that they are actually killing a human being slowly?

I wonder whether animals also have cases of unwanted children as well?

Moment

....is a dawn 
That marks the beginning of the twilight before sunrise 

Be free

A good life is when you can liberate your ideas, take action on them and be sure that they are good for you and others....and of course have time to drink a good cup of coffee in the morning

@photographed by Timarthias

A quick note

If you are an observer, try to observe your feelings in one day. You’ll be surprise how this feelings change quickly from low to high, high to low, moderate to low, moderate to high. Sometimes it appears without any reasons. My conclusion on this is that don’t get too excited when you are happy or too gloomy when you are sad. Because nothing lasts forever, even your feelings.

(This was taken in 2005, using my old manual camera)

Tribute for Steve Jobs

‎"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life, because almost everything -- all external expectations, all pride, all fear of 
embarrassment or failure -- these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important." - Steve Jobs

"It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations”- Kahlil Gibran